sucky day. i hate todae!!

AHHH. TODAE IS SUCH A SUCKY DAY EVEN IF WE PON SCH cos its nt alreadi at home den pon de. is went out le den pon )x dear overslept todae. he meet me at 7.45. lols. den dun feel like going sch le. so ask if can pon anot. papa dun let at first. den he call bak n let. we was bout to take train n slowly go sch. soo. nvr go sch in da end. went dear hse downstair slack first cos parents nt at home. i no keys. den dear sent me to mrt n i went home. incase cher call bak. shldnt hav pon. toopid me. all my fault. my toopid one mindset of late liao. go sch aso no use. ahhhh. regret it. if nvr pon. wont waste a day n dear wont get scolded by his parents den dear wont hav to go out wid his parents. though he made a atm card. his toopid mama took sum of his $$ n he din manage to buy a fone todae as plan as his parents tinkk all fone is too ex. den he went to cut hair. he wan cut bao de n his toopid aunt say very wat den cut botak for him!! ahhhh. if onli we go sch. all tis wont happen. i aso wont feel so sianns at home till 6 plus den go meet dear. budd i jus hate todae. like i hai dear lidat )x he damn upset bout his hair. k. we both upset. budd quite cute lahh. like pri sch boy. duno la. i jus hate myself. all becos of me. dear gt ask me wan go sch anot. my toopid one straight mindset made me stubborn. ahhhh. regret it )x den dear nvr bring bak physic to study for tml test n i miss my math test n i nvr bring bak chem n study for tml test. ahhhh. i hate todae. i hate myself )x anyway. meet dear at platform. went holland. went starbuck. sit awhile den went walk walk. walk round all da HDB. play hopscotch at a playground. lols. den went teck hse dere de playground play. budd still. i inside still very angri wid myself. den went my hse downstair slack. tok tok wid dear. thanks for listening to me vent n trying to cheer me up throughout todae... shld be pek chek de aso is you. cos is your hair. so sorry dear. ahhhh. y u dun wan blame me? )x anyway. went up at 10.30 yupp. papa bought me my ipod nano le. budd my new com no songs. lols. n. i still blame myself. ahhhh. wat hav i done?! )'x