Its time to put a stop to everything.
Im not stupid, its not the first time such thing happen already.
I may be a fool once, twice or even thrice. But not anymore.
I am not that shameless like her, I know when to let go when its time to.
Im not that weak like her, i know how to face the reality & stop denying myself.
Everything that u told me days ago were a lie, stop saying its true.
If you are really nt happy with her, then why do u still end up with her?
If you really feel that im the best for you, then why are u still with her?
If you really feel that u had make a mistake since the first step, which is letting me go,
then how come u still with her?
Sympathy for her is what you said, but what bout me? I don deserve your sympathy?
Im like 3 yrs & she's only 2 mths? Who need the sympathy more.
I cant believe i fall for your lies over & over again.
Stop saying what u told me are really true & from the bottom of ur heart,
Cause the outcome is telling me otherwise.
Actually both of you deserve a slap from me, after what had happened ( you know it ).
But im nice enough. Though i had a devil face, i had a angel heart.
Unlike her, who had a angel face but a devil heart.
This is the pits, im sick of everything.
I think its the past you which im still in love with, & not now.
You are not the Goh Yuan Xing i used to know & love.
In fact im quite glad you aint with me anymore, after seeing how u treat her.
Knocking some sense into you doesnt help, you are doing exactly the opposite of what u told me.
Thanks for all the hurt & pain which im really imune to it alrdy.
& thats why i decide to put it to a stop & get on with my own life.
You are taking me for granted. You dont deserve me.
Cause i know......

I deserve someone alot better (:

P.s to her : Yes you, i know u read my blog. Here, I dont wan him anymore, i can GIVE him to you alrdy.