I miss the boy in green so much. I really do....

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All I thought was that I just had to give my all and that's enough.
But now, it just doesn't seem right at all.

Sometimes you'll just want to hold on to something,
though you don't how the outcome will be like ,
but you just want to wait and see,
you'll keep on hoping and waiting.
Till either things get better, or worse.

Sorry for the sleepless nights I've caused you,
Sorry for making you upset.

You're really special to me.
I need you even more, as the time goes by. Really =(

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Seriously, I feel like laughing at myself now.
Im always helping others w their r/s problems & yet when it comes to mine....
Im just like a lost kid, dont know what to do.