11/12/05 - 14/05/08

Those days when i had everything a girl could ask for.

























































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































there are actually alot more.. but i cant possibly upload all.
incase some of you are real curious & interested, you can always check my archives.
happy reading. They bring back lots of memories.

Though i still cant bring myself to the fact that you are no longer part of me,
This MIGHT be the last post about you.

Its Sunday alrdy... Girlfriends will know what it means *
plus, after tonight messages...
& knowing the answers to my questions,
My heart is really dead (si xin) alrdy. Numbed.
why must i be so affected when he doesnt even seems to care.
Guess there's no more turning back.
No matter how much i cant bear to & wish there was.

Got this from Rene's blog..

If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she can't take it anymore.

If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life; if you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily, except in front of the person whom she loves the most, she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she puts down her ego.

If a girl cries because of you, hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

If a girl cries because of you, please dont give her up, maybe because of your decision, you would ruin her life.

When she cries right in front of you, when she cries because of you, look into her eyes, can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?

Think....

Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity, infront of you, and because of you?

She cries not because she is weak, she cries not because she wants sympathy or pity. She cries because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, the hurt and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Think about it...

If a girl cries her heart out to you and all because of you, its time to look back on what you've done. Only you will know the answer to it and one day, it may be too late for regrets and too late to say "I'm sorry"

I've done almost everything up there.
So i shldnt feel sad bout it anymore.

SUSU ONCE TOLD ME,
"IMAGINE GOING STEADY WITH A PERSON, GET MARRIED WITH HIM & DIE WITH HIM. WASNT IT BE BORING?"

I used to agree with her. But now, i dun really mind...

*someone slaps me hard in the face please*

Wish you & her all the best.
Rem to cherish one & another (: (: