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17.5.08

Sorry for the lack of updates.
Been keeping myself occupied for both nights so that i wont feel so bad.
Its the hardest time during the night when im left all alone.

Its CCN ( Campus Care Network) Day ytd & so, school ended at 12PM for everyone :D Stayed back a lil with Pawan to walk around & explored. Incase some of you dont know what CCN Day is, its the day whereby we had to come up with sth to help earn money for the charity. Almost all the classes in TP participated except my class -.- But anw, its nt compulsory.

hell lots of people.
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We had stalls selling foods, drinks, cakes & other stuffs.
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Joey's class was the cleverest i could say.
Cause they dun have to spend a single money.
Just giving hugs to ppl. Of course, you gotta pay for the hugs.
Its for the charity ok!
20cents for a hug.
50cents to hug your friends.

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incase you cant see the difference. READ THE SIGNBOARDS.

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lol. i use his money to sabo him.
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You gotta pay dont-know-how-much to take a photo with it.
kukubird.

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Other than stalls selling foods, we had games stalls too.

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HAHA. He manged to catch 6 fishes for $2.
30cents for a fish?

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Sabo-ed Joe too ^^
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THE HUG-GERS.

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Nah. Dont worry, they din hug me. haha.
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The Gays.

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This cardboard is seriously too gay for him! haha!
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This is a cute idea too. $1 for colored hair wax?

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Headed down to Dover to meet up with Rene after that. New Town to collect our O'level cert & testimonials. Like finally. Been long since i last stepped in there. A pity the canteen stalls are closed, i miss their food so much! ):

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Kukulin & JoeyTeh came to find us (:

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Rene then came over my house & we took photos for my online shop. Will be up once im free to update it! (: Sharon joined us. Suppose to hit the club to dance the night away but we changed our mind instead. I dont know for Sharon, but whats changed my mind was him* ): Sounds silly, i cant believed it myself too. Now i believe, love can really change a person.

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So, we decided to sing our night away instead. Cause both of us need to keep ourselves occupied to prevent our mind from thinking of all the nonsense. Especially during the night, when it can gets us all emo up. We sang from 12AM all da way till 6AM! Or shall i say, me only. Cause the rest were dying alrdy at around 5am. lol. Cs-ed for 2-hrs b4 that & its so fun! Rene left us at around 11.30PM & Hc's friend joined us.

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CS is fun! I love the last few games whereby i chiong-ed to kill HC & her friend. hah!

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Slacked outside Cine after that as we din know where to go but dont feel like going home yet. Cine is v v v deserted at that time & its my first time in Cine at such a early hour. In da end, the girls decided to come my house. Homed @ 8AM this morning & we slept all da way till 6PM this evening. A good thing though, A day just passed lidat (:

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I told them i wana cut Bangs, so this is what HC did -.-

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It will be alot more prettier than that ok! I think? HAHA.

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The girls left after stealing quite a number of clothes from my wardrobe. haha! Met Bennson at Tiong Plaza around 10.30PM for supper. Mr Teh Tarik Cartel & its been a long time since i last ate that. But, i dun really like to eat with them. Cause they will end up paying for me each & everytime! Appreciated it but i dun really like to use other's monneh.

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Cabbed over to Susu's house after that. Slacked & played board games all da way till 4AM. Bennson then dropped me home first b4 cabbing back (: Was reading thru blogs & i came upon Bev's blog whereby she wrote this lil paragraph out. She was having a bad time with her bf now. Is this the break-up season?! Anw, its really spells out how i feel so i decided to quote it from her....... Cause its not always easy to express how much you appreciate the person, esp the one you love the most.

God has made a fool out of the both of us.
By not telling you how much I loved you doesn't mean I dont love you enough.
Too many stupid mistakes have been made at the wrong time that makes it even harder to let us forgive each other.
How hard I've tried but I just kept saying whatever that is exactly the opposite from how I really felt.
Why are two hearts being brought apart although they longed for their each other(well, maybe its just me).
I feel so troubled that I doing whatever I could to numb myself & take myself away from the reality. Whatever that is, to stay out late at night and sleep through the day. It's a big waste of time but it's nothing compared to face the stabbing pain that comes with every tick of time.

Just when i thought im the luckiest girl in the world, i realized all are nth but a beautiful dream.
I wonder how can a guy's feelings changed so fast.
Its not days, weeks nor months. Its almost 2 & 1/2 yrs ):


I REALLY WANT GOH YUAN XING MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE NOW ):
yes! Bikes, clubs, pubs or whatever shit.
& im fucking serious bout it!
But, i guess everything is too late............



Why do ppl have to lose then they know how to cherish/regret?
i could use a hug right now.....
)':

p.s sorry for the emo post. I really cant help it.

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